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		<title>Lifeblood Battles: Ronald E. Poelman</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[As noted in a previous post, Church leaders often struggle to control how the lifeblood of the Church (i.e., personal reassurance that one is on the path to salvation in the Celestial Kingdom–a concept I’ve termed “Hope”) is distributed to, and apportioned among, the members of the Church.  Below are two examples of such battles.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>As noted in a <a href="../archives/1127/the-lifeblood-of-the-church" target="_blank">previous post</a>, Church leaders often struggle to control how the lifeblood of the Church (i.e., personal reassurance that one is on the path to salvation in the Celestial Kingdom–a concept I’ve termed “Hope”) is distributed to, and apportioned among, the members of the Church.  Below are two examples of such battles.</p>
<p><strong>Example 1:  Elder Poelman&#8217;s View of Divine Love:</strong></p>
<p>About a month after McConkie&#8217;s speech <a href="http://www.poorwayfaringman.net/blog/archives/1138/lifeblood-battles-george-pace" target="_blank">excoriating George Pace</a> for promoting the concept of a personal relationship with Jesus Christ, Elder <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ronald_E._Poelman" target="_blank">Ronald E. Poelman</a>, a fairly new member of the First Quorum of the Seventy (one level below the apostles in the Church hierarchy) gave an <a href="http://www.lds.org/ldsorg/v/index.jsp?hideNav=1&amp;locale=0&amp;sourceId=b432aeca0ea6b010VgnVCM1000004d82620a____&amp;vgnextoid=2354fccf2b7db010VgnVCM1000004d82620aRCRD" target="_blank">address in General Conference</a> which appears to have been carefully worded to imply the existence of a personal relationship with the Lord, without crossing any of the lines that McConkie had drawn.  Elder Poelman&#8217;s talk included the following statement:<span id="more-1140"></span></p>
<blockquote><p>By disobeying the laws of God and breaking his commandments, we do offend him, we do estrange ourselves from him, and we don’t deserve his help and inspiration and strength. But God’s love for us transcends our transgressions.</p>
<p>&#8211;<em>God’s Love for Us Transcends Our Transgressions</em>, General Conference speech, delivered April 3, 1982</p>
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<p>It&#8217;s possible that I am reading too much into Poelman&#8217;s choice of words in this talk, but I note that he used concepts commonly reserved for personal relationships, like &#8220;estranged&#8221;, &#8220;reconciled&#8221;, &#8220;God wants us to return to Him&#8221;, and &#8220;God&#8217;s love for us, his children&#8221;, without using the actual word &#8220;relationship&#8221;. He also used the words &#8220;Lord&#8221; and &#8220;God&#8221; interchangeably, blurring the line between &#8220;God the Father&#8221; and &#8220;Jesus Christ&#8221;, a line McConkie had been very careful to draw in his BYU smackdown speech. Poelman suggested a concept of God&#8217;s love that was like a parent&#8217;s love: liberal, unconditional, and independent of any sins or disobedience we may engage in. This concept effectively takes God&#8217;s love out of the control of the Church by removing the possibility that conditions could be placed upon it by Church authorities.</p>
<p>If George Pace&#8217;s experience is any indication, Elder Poelman was skating on thin ice with this concept. But would Poelman&#8217;s status as a General Authority of the Church (rather than a religious educator) save him from the harsh correction of the top leadership? Well, McConkie didn&#8217;t crucify him for the speech, if that&#8217;s what you&#8217;re wondering about.  Years later, however, Poelman&#8217;s concept of divine love as unconditional in nature was definitively superseded by a <a href="http://www.lds.org/ldsorg/v/index.jsp?hideNav=1&amp;locale=0&amp;sourceId=7ef276e6ffe0c010VgnVCM1000004d82620a____&amp;vgnextoid=2354fccf2b7db010VgnVCM1000004d82620aRCRD" target="_blank">2003 article</a> written by Apostle Russell M. Nelson, which places God&#8217;s love back in control of the Church by explicitly conditioning it on obedience:</p>
<blockquote><p>While divine love can be called perfect, infinite, enduring, and universal, it cannot correctly be characterized as unconditional.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">***</p>
<p>Why is divine love conditional? Because God loves us and wants us to be happy. &#8220;Happiness is the object and design of our existence; and will be the end thereof, <em>if</em> we pursue the path that leads to it; and this path is virtue, uprightness, faithfulness, holiness, <strong>and keeping all the commandments of God</strong>.&#8221;<sup>1</sup></p>
<p>&#8211;&#8221;Divine Love&#8221;, <em>Ensign</em>, Feb 2003, p. 20 (emphasis added)</p>
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<p>I&#8217;m not saying that Elder Nelson&#8217;s article was specifically prompted by Elder Poelman&#8217;s view of God&#8217;s love (I don&#8217;t think Poelman&#8217;s 1982 talk was especially influential in 2003), rather, Poelman&#8217;s view is symbolic of the very common belief among members of the LDS Church that God has unconditional love for them. They aspire to model their own love for others based on this unconditionality. The persistence of that belief is what, I think, prompted Elder Nelson&#8217;s article, which puts an official stamp of disapproval on the concept, reclaiming for the Church (and its leaders) its traditional place between the Latter-day Saints and God.</p>
<p><strong>Example 2:  Elder Poelman&#8217;s View of the Gospel and the Church:</strong></p>
<p>On October 7, 1984 (an appropriately Orwellian year), Ronald E. Poelman&#8217;s General Conference talk became the most famous casualty to date in the ongoing battle for control over the lifeblood of the Church.</p>
<p>His talk was titled &#8220;The Gospel and the Church&#8221;, and it was about recognizing distinctions between the Church and the Gospel of Jesus Christ.  Poelman emphasized, among other things, that following the Gospel makes members of the Church less dependent on the Church for fulfillment, and that concepts of Mormon &#8220;orthodoxy&#8221; and conformity should be founded on the eternal laws of God, like free (moral) agency, rather than the institutional Church.  Prior to publication and distribution of the talk (in print and video format) to members of the Church worldwide, the talk was drastically rewritten, and the new talk was refilmed (and spliced into the conference program tape as if originally delivered there).  The edited talk now focused on the harmonious &#8220;essential relationship&#8221; between the Church and the Gospel, and it emphasized the members&#8217; dependence on the instruction of the Church and its leaders in order to correctly follow the Gospel.  The original version of the talk, as far as the Church was concerned, disappeared down the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Memory_hole#Origins" target="_blank">memory hole</a>.</p>
<p>Fortunately, however, people had recorded the original television broadcast of the talk (see <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcM7koDc-jg" target="_blank">[Part 1]</a> and <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iuUv4nca4Gc&amp;feature=related" target="_blank">[Part 2]</a>), and in November 1984, when the Church <a href="http://www.lds.org/ldsorg/v/index.jsp?hideNav=1&amp;locale=0&amp;sourceId=4ce405481ae6b010VgnVCM1000004d82620a____&amp;vgnextoid=2354fccf2b7db010VgnVCM1000004d82620aRCRD" target="_blank">published the altered version</a> of the talk, people transcribed the original talk and compared the two versions.<sup>2</sup>  For a side-by-side comparision of the entire talk, <a href="http://www.lds-mormon.com/poelman.shtml" target="_blank">Click Here</a>.  Below are some highlights:</p>
<p>1)         Original quote (deletions marked):</p>
<blockquote><p>As individually and collectively we increase our knowledge, acceptance, and application of gospel principles, <span style="text-decoration: line-through;">we become less dependent on Church programs</span>. Our lives become gospel centered.</p>
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<blockquote><p>Edited quote:</p>
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<blockquote><p>As individually and collectively we increase our knowledge, acceptance, and application of gospel principles, we <span style="text-decoration: underline;">can more effectively utilize the Church to make</span> our lives more gospel centered.</p>
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<p>2)        Original quote (deletions marked):</p>
<blockquote><p>The conformity we require should be according to God&#8217;s standards.  The orthodoxy upon which we insist must be founded in fundamental principles and eternal law<span style="text-decoration: line-through;">, including free agency and the divine uniqueness of the individual</span>.</p>
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<blockquote><p>Edited quote:</p>
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<blockquote><p><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Therefore, as we live the gospel and participate in the Church,</span> the conformity we require <span style="text-decoration: underline;">of ourselves and of others</span> should be according to God&#8217;s standards.  The orthodoxy upon which we insist must be founded in fundamental principles, eternal law<span style="text-decoration: underline;">, and direction given by those authorized in the Church</span>.</p>
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<p>3)        Original quote (deletions marked):</p>
<blockquote><p>When we understand the <span style="text-decoration: line-through;">difference</span> between the gospel and the Church <span style="text-decoration: line-through;">and the appropriate function of each</span> in our daily lives, we are much more likely to do the right things for the right reasons.</p>
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<blockquote><p>Edited quote:</p>
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<blockquote><p>When we see the <span style="text-decoration: underline;">harmony</span> between the gospel and the Church in our daily lives, we are much more likely to do the right things for the right reasons.</p>
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<p>4)        Original quote (deletions marked):</p>
<blockquote><p><span style="text-decoration: line-through;">Institutional discipline is replaced by</span> self discipline.  <span style="text-decoration: line-through;">Supervision is replaced by</span> righteous initiative and a sense of divine accountability.</p>
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<blockquote><p>Edited quote:</p>
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<blockquote><p><span style="text-decoration: underline;">We will exercise</span> self discipline and righteous initiative <span style="text-decoration: underline;">guided by Church leaders</span> and a sense of divine accountability.</p>
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<p>The details of how a completely new version of Poelman&#8217;s talk came about are not publicly known, and it is doubtful that the folks involved in the censoring will ever explain what happened, as Elder Poelman was, and continues to be, a loyal General Authority of the Church.  Clearly, however, the edits made by the Church to Poelman&#8217;s talk demonstrate Church leaders&#8217; insistence on asserting themselves into the middle of the relationship between Church members and the Gospel of Jesus Christ.  By doing this, the Church leaders retain control over Hope, the lifeblood of the Church system.</p>
<p>-PWM</p>
<p>_________________________</p>
<p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iuUv4nca4Gc&amp;feature=related" target="_blank"></a></p>
<ol class="footnotes"><li id="footnote_0_1140" class="footnote">As an aside, this statement quoted by Elder Nelson comes from a letter written by Joseph Smith to 19 year-old Nancy Rigdon, in an attempt to persuade her to be his secret polygamous bride, using the rationale that anything God commands is automatically moral and right. She was ultimately unconvinced, and showed the letter to her father, Sidney Rigdon (Joseph&#8217;s second-in-command). Joseph allegedly told Sidney that the letter had just been a test of his daughter&#8217;s virtue. The episode remains one of Joseph Smith&#8217;s creepiest <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alpha_(biology)" target="_blank">alpha-maleish</a> abuses of power.  With that context in mind, Elder Nelson&#8217;s use of the quote raises questions. What kind of &#8220;happiness&#8221; was Elder Nelson thinking of? The kind that comes only through fully submitting to the authority of Church leaders? Very clever, Russ.</li><li id="footnote_1_1140" class="footnote">The incident was <a href="https://www.sunstonemagazine.com/pdf/045-44-57.pdf" target="_blank">reported in Sunstone Magazine</a>.</li></ol>]]></content:encoded>
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		<description><![CDATA[As noted in a previous post, Church leaders often struggle to control how the lifeblood of the Church (i.e., personal reassurance that one is on the path to salvation in the Celestial Kingdom&#8211;a concept I&#8217;ve termed &#8220;Hope&#8221;) is distributed to, and apportioned among, the members of the Church. Below is an example of one such battle.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>As noted in a <a href="http://www.poorwayfaringman.net/blog/archives/1127/the-lifeblood-of-the-church" target="_blank">previous post</a>, Church leaders often struggle to control how the lifeblood of the Church (i.e., personal reassurance that one is on the path to salvation in the Celestial Kingdom&#8211;a concept I&#8217;ve termed &#8220;Hope&#8221;) is distributed to, and apportioned among, the members of the Church. Below is an example of one such battle.</p>
<p>In the early 1980&#8217;s, a BYU professor named <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_W._Pace" target="_blank">George Pace</a> had previously <a href="http://speeches.byu.edu/reader/reader.php?id=6077" target="_blank">given speeches</a> and <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_W._Pace#Published_works" target="_blank">written a book</a> promoting the idea that people should &#8220;center their lives on Christ and&#8230;develop their own personal relationship with Him.&#8221; Even though Pace was simply echoing ideas recently <a href="http://library.lds.org/nxt/gateway.dll/Magazines/Ensign/1976.htm/ensign%20november%201976.htm/a%20personal%20relationship%20with%20the%20savior%20.htm?f=templates$fn=document-frame.htm$3.0$q=$x=" target="_blank">taught in General Conference</a> by then-apostle (and future First Presidency Counselor) <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/James_E._Faust" target="_blank">James E. Faust</a>, his &#8220;taking out the middle man&#8221; approach to interacting with the Savior prompted a <a href="http://speeches.byu.edu/reader/reader.php?id=6843" target="_blank">humiliating public rebuke</a> from Apostle Bruce R. McConkie, which included the following counsel:<span id="more-1138"></span></p>
<blockquote><p>The proper course for all of us is to stay in the mainstream of the Church. This is the Lord&#8217;s Church, and it is led by the spirit of inspiration, and the practice of the Church constitutes the interpretation of the scripture.</p>
<p>And you have never heard one of the First Presidency or the Twelve, who hold the keys of the kingdom, and who are appointed to see that we are not &#8220;tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine&#8221; (Ephesians 4:14)&#8211;you have never heard one of them advocate this excessive zeal that calls for gaining a so-called special and personal relationship with Christ.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">***</p>
<p>I wonder if it is not part of Lucifer&#8217;s system to make people feel they are special friends of Jesus when in fact they are not following the normal and usual pattern of worship found in the true Church.</p>
<p>&#8211;<em>Our Relationship with the Lord</em>, BYU Devotional speech, delivered March 1, 1982</p></blockquote>
<p>George Pace&#8217;s idea had (inadvertantly or not) removed the Church and those leaders &#8220;who hold the keys of the kingdom&#8221; from their position as mediators between Church members and the Savior, and in doing so, had given Church members a means of independently obtaining Hope, through their personal connection with Jesus Christ. Elder McConkie put Pace, and the rest of his Lucifer-inspired (possibly unintentional) <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Populism" target="_blank">populists</a> in their place. In McConkie&#8217;s view, only the prophets and apostles have the right to a special or personal relationship with Christ. Only the prophets and apostles have the power to prescribe the proper way for mankind to approach God and obtain salvation.  Hope is managed and apportioned through them.</p>
<p>After McConkie&#8217;s rebuke, Pace <a href="http://www.mormonwiki.org/Relationship_with_Jesus#Pace.27s_apology" target="_blank">apologized</a> for his impertinence:</p>
<blockquote><p>I mean to stay in the mainstream of the Church, urging any with whom I have influence to listen to the words of our leaders, to pray earnestly for guidance, and to grow spiritually in our capacity to be obedient to the will and mind of God for us, giving full and appropriate reverence to the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost.</p></blockquote>
<p>-PWM</p>
<p>____________________________</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[Here is another post inspired, in part, by a reader&#8217;s comment.  Deep Throat in the Deep South,1 in a comment rich with interesting Mormon cultural material, wrote the following:
Every blessing we have is predicated upon a law. You break the law, the blessing is gone.
There is a law, irrevocably decreed in heaven before the foundations of this world, upon which all blessings are [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Here is another post inspired, in part, by a reader&#8217;s <a href="http://www.poorwayfaringman.net/blog/archives/402/polygyny/comment-page-1#comment-345" target="_blank">comment</a>.  Deep Throat in the Deep South,<sup>1</sup> in a comment rich with interesting Mormon cultural material, wrote the following:</p>
<blockquote><p>Every blessing we have is predicated upon a law. You break the law, the blessing is gone.</p>
<p>There is a law, irrevocably decreed in heaven before the foundations of this world, upon which all blessings are predicated— And when we obtain any blessing from God, it is by obedience to that law upon which it is predicated. (<a href="http://scriptures.lds.org/en/dc/130/20-21#20" target="_blank">D&amp;C 130: 20-21</a>)<sup>2</sup></p>
<p>One must be intelligent not to confuse administrative actions with the Gospel of Jesus Christ (i.e. truth) in its purest mode. There is a different between administration of earthly issues, the Truth of the Gospel, and, and what I call the “Doctrine of the Culture,” that some people cling to instead of the doctrine.</p></blockquote>
<p>As a Mormon, I struggled with the legalistic LDS belief that all blessings a person receives from God are actually dependent upon his or her obedience to a specific Law (or body of Laws) of Heaven.  The reason I struggled is that I could never pin down exactly what the Law was, despite the fact that I was desperate to follow it.  (That seems to be <a href="http://www.poorwayfaringman.net/blog/archives/441/rules-we-dont-know-about" target="_blank">a common theme</a> in the LDS Church.)<span id="more-457"></span> I studied the teachings of Mormon prophets over the 150+ year life of the LDS Church and found that certain Laws (or doctrines) they emphasized as &#8220;eternal&#8221; and &#8220;fundamental&#8221; to God&#8217;s plan for humanity had changed over time.  This was very distressing to me, as I had been taught my whole life that God&#8217;s Laws are eternal and unchanging, because they are based on Truth, which is eternal.  I was taught that the doctrines of Mormonism embody the sum of those unchanging Laws.  Clearly, however, doctrines had been changing and evolving the whole time.<sup>3</sup></p>
<p>Once I realized this was the case, the contradiction between reality and what I had been taught and always believed about the LDS Church caused me to lose much of my confidence in the Church as the one true organization of God on Earth. I tried to figure out ways to reconcile the contradictions, trying to make distinctions between them that allowed both to be true at the same time.  My mind was working in ways similar to Deep Throat above, conceptually separating &#8220;doctrine&#8221; and &#8220;Truth&#8221; from &#8220;Mormon culture&#8221; and &#8220;folklore&#8221; in an effort to define the consistent Laws in LDS teachings upon which all blessings are predicated.<sup>4</sup>  Despite my best efforts, I was largely unsuccessful at convincing myself that the contradictions weren&#8217;t really contradictions, and that there was a consistent Law of the Gospel buried in Mormon beliefs.</p>
<p>When the believers in my family learned of my confusion, they pulled all of the strings they could to get me some help.  They put me in contact with Max Anderson, an LDS apologist, who had published <a href="http://www.shields-research.org/Books/Polygamy_Story/LDS-Funde_Polygamy_Story.htm" target="_blank">a book</a> defending mainstream LDS beliefs by deconstructing Mormon Fundamentalist claims to divine authority.  Max and his wife were very kind to me, and they had me over to their house on several occasions to sit in their living room and talk through my concerns.  A few times, Max invited other apologists to join us and discuss issues they had researched.  These meetings presented me with various ways of parsing the contradictions so that they made more sense.</p>
<p>One meeting in particular really blew my mind.  At that meeting, Eldon Watson, who had compiled <a href="http://books.google.com/books?id=_joqHQAACAAJ&amp;source=gbs_ViewAPI" target="_blank">a book</a> of Brigham Young&#8217;s writings, attempted the mindbending feat of explaining how everything Brigham Young taught is in harmony with mainstream LDS beliefs about the Gospel of Jesus Christ.  I was flabbergasted to learn that what made it all fit together for him was to draw a distinction between &#8220;LDS doctrine&#8221; and &#8221;Truth&#8221;.  The key, he explained, is to understand that Truth is eternal and unchanging, but LDS doctrine is only an expression of the Church&#8217;s acknowledged beliefs at a specific moment in time.  Thus, LDS doctrine when Brigham Young was alive included polygamy as a requirement to get into the highest part of heaven, but current LDS doctrine does not.</p>
<p>This idea was shocking to me because, despite its (semi)effectiveness as a logical solution to the problem of contradiction in authoritative LDS teachings, the concept is clearly heretical.  All LDS Church leaders I know of, and regular members alike, have talked about LDS doctrine as embodying &#8220;the fullness of the Gospel&#8221;.  Any past changes have been carefully characterized as <em>adding more previously unrevealed Truth </em>to the doctrine, because Truth is what LDS doctrine is all about.  Watson was explaining that doctrine freely changes with the needs of the Church at the given moment&#8211;things that are Truth, like the divine nature of polygamy, can be taken out and disavowed.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m pretty sure that Watson, in offering up his idea, was mainly just trying to accommodate the fact that Church President Gordon B. Hinckley had recently blurted out, on international television, that polygamy is not doctrinal<sup>5</sup> when it had clearly been doctrinal (though not always practiced) during the previous 100+ years of LDS Church existence.  I think, however, that drawing a distinction between doctrine and Truth is just an apologetic invention, and has never been part of Church teachings. As far as I know, President Brigham Young never made that distinction, and Apostle Boyd K. Packer (currently the next in line to be President of the Church) doesn&#8217;t seem to have gotten the memo either, because he has taught that <a href="http://www.lds.org/ldsorg/v/index.jsp?hideNav=1&amp;locale=0&amp;sourceId=f51a425e0848b010VgnVCM1000004d82620a____&amp;vgnextoid=2354fccf2b7db010VgnVCM1000004d82620aRCRD" target="_blank">Some things cannot be changed. Doctrine cannot be changed.</a> And understandably so.  Malleable doctrine undermines the authority of Church leaders, because it means that at least sometimes what they teach is not the real Truth, and therefore need not be obeyed.  This is also the reason why Mormons almost never admit (with any specificity) that Church leaders make mistakes.  Changing doctrine is just a slow-motion mistake.</p>
<p>Funny, though, because now that I have apostatized, I agree with Elden Watson.</p>
<p>-PWM</p>
<p>_______________________</p>
<ol class="footnotes"><li id="footnote_0_457" class="footnote">Yeah, the irony of an apparently straight-laced Mormon naming him or herself Deep Throat hasn&#8217;t escaped me.  I assume the name is referring somehow to the Watergate informant, rather than the classic porn movie from which the informant&#8217;s pseudonym was derived.  Then again, either reference is kind of random.</li><li id="footnote_1_457" class="footnote">By the way, this section of the Doctrine &amp; Covenants (which is LDS scripture on par with the Bible or the Book of Mormon) is a treasure trove of canonized Mormon oddities, like Joseph Smith&#8217;s unfulfilled prediction about growing unrest in the American South (that eventually developed into the Civil War) being a precursor to the second coming of Jesus Christ, his cautiously hedged prediction that Jesus Christ&#8217;s second coming would happen prior to his 85th birthday (1890), his explanation for why the Holy Ghost is incorporeal, his insight into the planets that God and the angels live on, his view of what the afterlife is generally like, and other fun stuff.  Definitely worth a read, since these things are part of the &#8220;meat&#8221; of the Gospel that Mormons don&#8217;t share with outsiders very often (the &#8220;milk&#8221; always comes first).</li><li id="footnote_2_457" class="footnote">For example, the <a href="http://www.signaturebookslibrary.org/essays/mormonpolygamy.htm" target="_blank">importance of polygamy</a> in attaining the highest glory in the Celestial Kingdom, the meaning and importance of <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Word_of_Wisdom#Application_by_Joseph_Smith.2C_Jr." target="_blank">Doctrine &amp; Covenants 89 (the &#8220;Word of Wisdom&#8221;)</a>, the role of <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blood_atonement" target="_blank">Blood Atonement</a> in the Gospel, the meaning and importance of Joseph Smith&#8217;s <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/First_Vision#Interpretations_and_responses_to_the_vision" target="_blank">First Vision</a>, the role of <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seer_stone_(Latter_Day_Saints)" target="_blank">seer stones</a> and other implements of folk magic in the Gospel, the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_people_and_The_Church_of_Jesus_Christ_of_Latter-day_Saints#Racial_restriction_policy" target="_blank">role and meaning of race</a> in determining worthiness to hold the Priesthood, the ancestral origins of the <a href="http://webspace.webring.com/people/np/potai/indian.htm" target="_blank">American Indians</a>, the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Limited_geography_model" target="_blank">location of lands and people</a> featured in Book of Mormon, the <a href="http://www.i4m.com/think/temples/temple_changes.htm" target="_blank">eternal and unchanging nature </a>of LDS temple ceremonies and other Priesthood ordinances, etc.</li><li id="footnote_3_457" class="footnote">I never went as far as Deep Throat has, however, in making distinctions between “administration of earthly issues” and “the Gospel of Jesus Christ (i.e. truth) in its purest mode”, probably because that contradicts the basic Mormon belief that God doesn’t give any exclusively “earthly” rules–they are all applicable to spiritual matters (see <a href="http://scriptures.lds.org/en/dc/29/34-35#29" target="_blank">D&amp; C 29:34-35</a>).</li><li id="footnote_4_457" class="footnote"><strong>Larry King</strong>: You condemn it [polygamy].</p>
<p><strong>Gordon B. Hinckley</strong>: I condemn it, yes, as a practice, because I think it is not doctrinal. It is not legal. And this church takes the position that we will abide by the law. We believe in being subject to kings, presidents, rulers, magistrates in honoring, obeying and sustaining the law.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.lds-mormon.com/lkl_00.shtml">–1998 Larry King interview of Gordon B. Hinckley, prophet and President of the LDS Church</a></li></ol>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Rules We Don&#8217;t Know About</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[My previous two posts (Confession and Polygyny?) deal with topics that are quite different on the surface, but share certain underlying concepts, namely

there are circumstances in which it is necessary for an LDS Church member to approach his or her local Church leader, seeking something that only the leader can provide;1 and
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>My previous two posts (<a href="http://www.poorwayfaringman.net/blog/archives/432/confession-example-1" target="_blank">Confession</a> and <a href="http://www.poorwayfaringman.net/blog/archives/402/polygyny" target="_blank">Polygyny?</a>) deal with topics that are quite different on the surface, but share certain underlying concepts, namely</p>
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<li>there are circumstances in which it is necessary for an LDS Church member to approach his or her local Church leader, seeking something that only the leader can provide;<sup>1</sup> and</li>
<li>the Church rules governing such circumstances are usually unclear or unknown to the Church member.<sup>2</sup></li>
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<p>Situations like this are the norm in the LDS Church.<span id="more-441"></span> Non-leaders are not supposed to have much (if any) access to the Church&#8217;s rules and procedures. The Church publishes a rulebook for select local leaders called the &#8220;<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Church_Handbook_of_Instructions" target="_blank">Church Handbook of Instructions</a>&#8221; (the &#8220;CHI&#8221;).</p>
<p>The CHI sets forth the Church&#8217;s official rules regarding a variety of topics, as well as the official Church doctrines under which many of those rules arise. For example, the CHI explains why Church members are disciplined by the Church<sup>3</sup> for committing serious transgressions. The purpose of discipline is three-fold: &#8220;1. to save the souls of transgressors, 2. to protect the innocent, and 3. to safeguard the purity, integrity, and good name of the Church.&#8221;<sup>4</sup> The CHI provides that formal discipline is mandatory for murder, incest, child abuse, apostasy, serious transgression while holding a prominent church position, a transgressor who is a predator, a pattern of serious transgressions, or a transgression that is widely known.<sup>5</sup> Formal discipline is sometimes necessary for &#8220;serious transgression&#8221;, an abortion, or a transsexual operation.<sup>6</sup> The concept of &#8220;serious transgression&#8221; is defined to mean &#8220;a deliberate and major offense against morality&#8221;, including, but not limited to, &#8220;attempted murder, rape, sexual abuse, spouse abuse, intentional serious physical injury of others, adultery, fornication, homosexual relations, deliberate abandonment of family responsibilities, robbery, burglary, theft, embezzlement, sale of illegal drugs, fraud, perjury, and false swearing.&#8221;<sup>7</sup></p>
<p>When I was a 19 year-old missionary standing outside of that MTC classroom/confessional, fretting over my fate, it would have been nice to have known that &#8220;masturbation and/or viewing pornography in years past&#8221; was not included on the &#8220;serious transgressions&#8221; list. In fact, that bit of information would have probably spared me a sizeable portion of the angst and personal torment that hobbled my spirituality, not to mention my social life, during my teenage years.</p>
<p>But keeping Church members informed is not how the LDS Church uses the CHI. In fact, the Church <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Church_Handbook_of_Instructions#Unauthorized_distribution" target="_blank">zealously enforces its copyright</a> with respect to the CHI when anybody attempts to distribute it to unauthorized recipients.<sup>8</sup></p>
<p>I don&#8217;t know exactly why the Church keeps its rules such a big secret, but the effect of the secrecy is clear: (1) It gives local Church leaders an informational advantage over the rest of the flock, which creates or augments an aura of authority and wisdom; (2) it makes local Church leaders almost wholly unaccountable to the members they serve for the decisions they make, and for the quality of their leadership; and (3) the combination of 1 and 2 above leaves members in a position of subservience and vulnerability in nearly every interaction they have with local leaders (the higher-up the leader, the greater his dominance). It is a formula for maximum control over members of the Church by local leaders.</p>
<p>If those are the Church&#8217;s reasons for secrecy, then I get it. I just strongly disagree, on ethical grounds.<sup>9</sup> Basic fairness demands that people be allowed to know the rules for which they are to be held accountable. Even if the Church&#8217;s policy in this regard has been adopted with the best intentions, it has the real-world effect of being unfair, oppressive, and enabling <a href="http://mormonalliance.org/definitions.htm" target="_blank">ecclesiastical abuse</a> of powerless members of the Church (the very people the Church should be trying its hardest to protect). <a href="http://mormonalliance.org/definitions.htm" target="_blank"></a></p>
<p>-PWM</p>
<p>______________________</p>
<ol class="footnotes"><li id="footnote_0_441" class="footnote">When I met with a counselor in the branch presidency, I was seeking a way to be forgiven of my sins; when my mom met with her bishop, she was seeking cancellation of her temple marriage</li><li id="footnote_1_441" class="footnote">Neither my mom nor I had a clear idea of what kind of process to expect, or what would be required of us by our Church leaders in connection with our respective request.</li><li id="footnote_2_441" class="footnote">i.e., put on probation, disfellowshipped, or excommunicated; see CHI p. 109</li><li id="footnote_3_441" class="footnote">CHI p. 105</li><li id="footnote_4_441" class="footnote">see CHI pp. 110-11</li><li id="footnote_5_441" class="footnote">see CHI p. 111</li><li id="footnote_6_441" class="footnote">CHI p. 110</li><li id="footnote_7_441" class="footnote">A full copy of the latest (2006) CHI has been made available on Wikileaks, but to avoid a cease-and-desist letter from LDS Church attorneys, I won&#8217;t directly link to it. <a href="http://lmgtfy.com/?q=2006+church+handbook+of+instructions+wikileaks" target="_blank">Just google it.</a></li><li id="footnote_8_441" class="footnote">As an aside, the Church&#8217;s expectation that it is inappropriate for Church members to ever criticize a Church leader (<a href="http://library.lds.org/nxt/gateway.dll/Magazines/Ensign/1987.htm/ensign%20february%201987.htm/criticism.htm?fn=document-frame.htm&amp;f=templates&amp;2.0" target="_blank">even if the criticism is true</a>) makes its policy of withholding the CHI from the members (and therefore removing a key means of formulating criticism) understandable, though cynical, unethical and self-serving.</li></ol>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Confession:  Example 1</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Like every other Mormon missionary, my mission started with a stay in the Missionary Training Center (the &#8220;MTC&#8221;). I will probably have more to say about this topic in the future, but for my purposes today, I will just say that the MTC fills the same role as boot camp does for the military&#8211;it is [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Like every other Mormon missionary, my mission started with a stay in the Missionary Training Center (the &#8220;MTC&#8221;). I will probably have more to say about this topic in the future, but for my purposes today, I will just say that the MTC fills the same role as boot camp does for the military&#8211;it is meant to break down the new recruits and re-mold them into homogeneous parts of a mighty army. In the MTC, part of that process involves convincing the new recruits that they are sinners, and in need of repentance and reconciliation with God in order to avoid being a complete failures as missionaries.</p>
<p>As a new missionary, I was in the (common?) position of having never really leveled with my local bishop back home about grave sins like masturbation and/or looking at pornography. <span id="more-432"></span>Before the MTC, I had convinced myself that looking at my dad&#8217;s erotic photography books (or <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BLWaVN9zO9Y" target="_blank">Showtime: After Hours</a>) in the privacy of my own bedroom (or mom&#8217;s TV room) and/or masturbating, was a victimless crime&#8211;if a crime at all, and certainly not something that required shouting from the rooftops, for goodness sake. After a couple of weeks in the MTC, however, I was convinced that I had to confess my adolescent sins to somebody with authority from God to make the sins go away. I tried to find an opportunity to discreetly meet with a member of my missionary branch presidency, and found that there was a line of male missionaries waiting, outside an empty classroom, for a meeting with him. I decided that I would just blend in with them and wait my turn.</p>
<p>While I stood there, my mind began racing. &#8220;What if I what I&#8217;ve done is actually really bad? Have I broken my temple covenants? What will happen to me? Can I be sent home from my mission for this? How will I face everybody back home? What will I do? Is confession worth it? I definitely won&#8217;t ever masturbate again&#8211;do I even need to confess? Should I just get up and leave?&#8221;</p>
<p>Too soon, it was my turn. I entered the classroom to find the first counselor in the branch presidency waiting for me. He was a tall skinny man with wire-rimmed glasses, completely bald on top. He seemed like a nice enough guy. He exuded confidence and wisdom. He seemed comfortable talking to me, but I was not comfortable. I was worried that my life was going to suddenly go sideways, spinning off in the wrong direction.</p>
<p>He made an attempt at small talk. He asked how I was doing, whether I was used to the schedule, learning a new language, getting along with my companion. I played along. After a minute, he asked me why I wanted to meet with him. Was there anything he could do for me?</p>
<p>I was brave. I didn&#8217;t cry or anything. I confessed to (most of the) bad stuff. He asked me how often I had masturbated. I told him. He asked me if the pornography and the masturbation had ever happened at the same time. I told him yes. I braced for the consequences of my awful deeds.</p>
<p>He smiled and told me that he was glad I had confessed. He told me that he generally considered habitual masturbation or pornography viewing to be sins requiring confession to a church leader. He told me that when masturbation happened while viewing pornography, that was a sin that must be confessed, even if it happened only once. He told me that my repentance was now underway, and that the next step was to never do it again. I told him I was already there.</p>
<p>I walked out of the meeting feeling light and happy. I wasn&#8217;t going to be sent home, humiliated. In fact, I was now actually worthy of the companionship of the Holy Ghost. It was now possible for me to be a decent missionary. I would never masturbate again.</p>
<p>(And I didn&#8217;t do it even once for the balance of my mission. Two+ years of perfect sexual &#8220;purity&#8221;. Been there, done that.)</p>
<p>-PWM</p>
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		<title>On Covenanting with the Lord</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[The &#8220;Covenanting with the Lord&#8221; program, discussed in the previous post, is interesting to me because it puts to the test the promises of the Lord found in LDS scripture, and the beliefs of the mainstream LDS Church regarding those promises.  It is anchored in the concept of testimony, relying on a person&#8217;s ability [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The &#8220;Covenanting with the Lord&#8221; program, discussed in the <a href="http://www.poorwayfaringman.net/blog/archives/279/my-testimonies-example-3" target="_blank">previous post</a>, is interesting to me because it puts to the test the promises of the Lord found in LDS scripture, and the beliefs of the mainstream LDS Church regarding those promises.  It is anchored in the concept of testimony, relying on a person&#8217;s ability to discern the promptings of the Holy Ghost to come up with solutions to a given problem.  Once a solution is found, especially if it requires divine intervention, it is presented to the Lord for ratification (and miracles).</p>
<p><span id="more-318"></span>A very popular LDS scriptural example of this process is found in the Book of Mormon, in the story of a man called &#8220;the brother of Jared&#8221;, who lived at the time the Tower of Babel was built, and who was commanded by God to build a fleet of submersible ships to cross the ocean.  The problem was that no light could reach the inside of the ships, and windows couldn&#8217;t be installed.  The brother of Jared climbed a mountain and talked to the Lord about it :</p>
<blockquote><p>23 And the Lord said unto the brother of Jared: What will ye that I should do that ye may have light in your vessels? For behold, ye cannot have windows, for they will be dashed in pieces; neither shall ye take fire with you, for ye shall not go by the light of fire.</p>
<p>25 &#8230;Therefore what will ye that I should prepare for you that ye may have light when ye are swallowed up in the depths of the sea?</p>
<p><a href="http://scriptures.lds.org/en/ether/2/23-25#23" target="_blank">See Book of Ether 2:23, 25</a></p></blockquote>
<p>The brother of Jared then set out to answer the Lord&#8217;s question.  His solution was to melt a rock (don&#8217;t ask me how) into 16 small stones that were as transparent as glass and <a href="http://scriptures.lds.org/en/ether/3/4-6#4" target="_blank">ask the Lord to touch them and make them glow</a>.  The Lord obliged, and Jared had his solution to the problem :</p>
<blockquote><p>2  For it came to pass after the Lord had prepared the stones which the brother of Jared had carried up into the mount, the brother of Jared came down out of the mount, and he did put forth the stones into the vessels which were prepared, one in each end thereof; and behold, they did give light unto the vessels.</p>
<p>3 And thus the Lord caused stones to shine in darkness, to give light unto men, women, and children, that they might not cross the great waters in darkness.</p>
<p><a href="http://scriptures.lds.org/en/ether/6/2-3" target="_blank">See Ether 6:2-3</a></p></blockquote>
<p>Among Mormons, the brother of Jared story is considered a classic example of working with the Lord&#8211;and invoking his divine power&#8211;to solve real-world problems that might normally impede a person from doing the Lord&#8217;s will.  The Covenanting with the Lord concept applies that process to missionary work in a fairly straightforward way.  It should have worked&#8211;and I had a testimony that it would work, and was right for me&#8211;but it didn&#8217;t.</p>
<p>My Covenanting with the Lord missionary experience is not unique; it has been implemented in many missions, with similar results.  Despite its universally spotty success record, the principles behind it are solid, mainstream Mormon beliefs about God&#8217;s way of working with people, so it is very hard for Mormons to reject.  See, for example, this <a href="http://bycommonconsent.com/2005/06/28/covenanting-with-the-lord/" target="_blank">By Common Consent blog post</a>, in which the author acknowledges the general failure of the concept in LDS missionary work, yet blames only abusive and &#8220;destructive&#8221; implementation (rather than a problem with the underlying concepts) for the failure, and expresses the belief that &#8220;when done out of personal volition [the program] does work&#8221;.</p>
<p>I don&#8217;t know precisely what he means by &#8220;personal volition&#8221;, but when I covenanted with the Lord, I felt like I was trying the program of my own volition (despite there being obvious external pressure to get results).  I think I employed as much of my own volition as the brother of Jared did when all of his friends&#8217; and family&#8217;s futures depended on him solving their lighting problem.  I was a willing participant in the process.</p>
<p>Several commenters to the BCC blog post go further than the original poster does in trying to marginalize the Covenanting with the Lord concept.  Some dismiss the entire premise and attack (<a href="http://library.lds.org/nxt/gateway.dll/Magazines/Ensign/1987.htm/ensign%20february%201987.htm/criticism.htm?fn=document-frame.htm&amp;f=templates&amp;2.0" target="_blank">criticize!</a>) the judgment of the mission presidents and General Authorities of the Church who allow the program to resurface from time to time.   The general critique is that &#8220;you can&#8217;t tell the Lord what to do&#8221;.   <a href="http://bycommonconsent.com/2009/10/25/i-the-lord-am-bound/" target="_blank">Another recent BCC blog post</a> adopts the pejorative descriptor &#8220;manipulationist&#8221; for people who subscribe to this mainstream LDS concept.  The critique, however, misapprehends how the concept works&#8211;at least as I experienced it.  The idea is to confirm, through the Holy Ghost, what criteria the Lord would have you follow in order to bind him in a personal covenant.  Thus, the Lord isn&#8217;t being told what to do, rather, he is dictating the terms in essentially the same way that he does through any other divine covenanting process found in Mormonism.</p>
<p>Covenanting with the Lord is not &#8220;manipulation&#8221; of God, it is a test of the Mormon concept of the Holy Ghost as the messenger of God, and a person&#8217;s ability to communicate with the Holy Ghost.  It tests the LDS concept of personal communication with God. That is the most interesting part to me.</p>
<p>-PWM</p>
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		<title>Testimony</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Every member of the LDS Church knows the importance of developing a strong personal or &#8220;spiritual&#8221; conviction (a &#8220;testimony&#8221;) regarding certain facts surrounding the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.1 A testimony is considered a gift from God, delivered to a person by the Holy Ghost, a spirit-messenger of God, who communicates through a [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Every member of the LDS Church knows the importance of developing a strong personal or &#8220;spiritual&#8221; conviction (a &#8220;testimony&#8221;) regarding certain facts surrounding the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.<sup>1</sup> A testimony is considered a gift from God, delivered to a person by the Holy Ghost, a spirit-messenger of God, who communicates through a spiritual power that manifests itself in different ways to different people, typically as difficult-to-define sensations and thoughts. Every member is expected to have a testimony of at least the following key facts:<br />
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<ol>
<li>God (a.k.a. &#8220;Heavenly Father&#8221;) exists.</li>
<li>Jesus Christ is the son of God and the savior of humankind.</li>
<li>The LDS Church is Jesus Christ&#8217;s one true church, comprising his only authorized franchise for teaching people the essential doctrines and administering the rituals (commonly called the &#8220;ordinances&#8221;) necessary for salvation in the highest kingdom of heaven. (These doctrines and ordinances are collectively referred to as &#8220;the fullness of the Gospel of Jesus Christ&#8221;.)</li>
<li>Joseph Smith was a prophet, chosen personally by Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ to be given the authority to act and speak on behalf of God (the &#8220;priesthood&#8221;) and with that authority to restore Christ&#8217;s true church and the fullness of the Gospel, all of which were briefly in the possession of the early Christian Church after the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ, but were lost shortly thereafter (in an event and period of time called &#8220;The Great Apostasy&#8221;).</li>
<li>The current head of the LDS Church is a prophet of God&#8211;a legitimate successor of Joseph Smith&#8217;s priesthood authority.</li>
</ol>
<p>While the above facts form the <a href="http://www.lds.org/ldsorg/v/index.jsp?vgnextoid=bbd508f54922d010VgnVCM1000004d82620aRCRD&amp;locale=0&amp;sourceId=d2157c2fc20b8010VgnVCM1000004d82620a____" target="_blank">minimum foundation for a testimony</a> that an orthodox member of the Church must profess to have, a Mormon can have a testimony of a lot more facts than that, including (but not limited to) any of the following:</p>
<ul>
<li>My life has a purpose.</li>
<li>I am a child of God, who loves me.</li>
<li>God wants me to take a certain course of action (i.e., take a this job, move to this city, invest in this cousin&#8217;s multi-level marketing company, marry this person, have another baby, etc.).</li>
<li>Drinking caffeinated soda is forbidden.</li>
<li>Drinking caffeinated soda is not forbidden.</li>
<li>Paying 10% of my gross (rather than net) income to the LDS Church is the correct tithe.</li>
<li>Pornography is bad.</li>
<li>Evolution is a false theory of men&#8211;God created Earth and everything on it in a period of six thousand years or so.</li>
<li>Evolution is the mechanism by which God created Earth and everything on it over a period of billions of years.</li>
<li>A member of the LDS priesthood can anoint my head with consecrated extra virgin olive oil and pronounce a special prayer to heal me from any illness.</li>
<li>Birth control is wrong.</li>
<li>Birth control is right.</li>
<li>God wants me to go visit this person.</li>
<li>God wants me to say this.</li>
<li>Gay people should not be getting married to each other.</li>
<li>Polygamy is a true principle of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.</li>
<li>Events described in the Holy Bible literally happened, for the most part.</li>
<li>The Book of Mormon is the most correct book on Earth, and everything described therein literally happened.</li>
<li>People of Semitic descent populated all of North and South America for a thousand years, from around 600 B.C. to around 400 A.D.</li>
<li>People of Semitic descent lived in a very limited geographical area somewhere in South or Central America for a thousand years, from around 600 B.C. to around 400 A.D.</li>
</ul>
<p>The list could go on and on. You will note that some of the items on the list are contradictory, which might cause you to conclude that a testimony is a strictly subjective thing, unrelated to objective reality. You would be wrong, however. In Mormonism, a testimony is actually considered to be a means of confirming and understanding objective truth&#8211;a shortcut for those who can&#8217;t (or don&#8217;t want to) make the observations and tests necessary to establish a fact. In fact, a testimony is considered to be even more accurate or essentially True than scientific observations made through the five senses.<sup>2</sup></p>
<p>With that in mind, the inconsistencies in the list above can be explained by differences in people&#8217;s capacity to read or understand communication from the Holy Ghost. A person who is accurately receiving and understanding the Holy Ghost&#8217;s messages is said to be &#8220;in tune&#8221;. Theoretically, if everybody were truly in tune with the Holy Ghost, there would be no contradictions on the list.</p>
<p>-PWM</p>
<p>_________________________</p>
<ol class="footnotes"><li id="footnote_0_246" class="footnote">Apostle Gordon B. Hinckley said: &#8220;I would like to say to you, that is the strength of this cause, the individual testimony that lies in the hearts of the people. The strength of this church is not in its buildings, in its chapels, in its offices, in its schools; it is not in its programs or its publications. They are important, but they are only a means to an end, and that the end is the building of the testimony &#8211; a conviction that will weather every storm and stand up to every crisis in the hearts and lives of the membership.&#8221; (Gordon B. Hinckley, Area Conference Report, August 1971, Manchester, England, pp. 160-161. As quoted in Testimony, pp. 8-9) </li><li id="footnote_1_246" class="footnote"> &#8220;Remember that faith and doubt cannot exist in the same mind at the same time, for one will dispel the other…Should doubt knock at your doorway, just say to those skeptical, disturbing, rebellious thoughts: &#8216;I propose to stay with my faith, with the faith of my people. I know that happiness and contentment are there, and I forbid you, agnostic, doubting thoughts to destroy the house of my faith. I acknowledge that I do not understand the processes of creation, but I accept the fact of it. I grant that I cannot explain the miracles of the Bible, and I do not attempt to do so, but I accept God&#8217;s word. I wasn&#8217;t with Joseph, but I believe him. My faith did not come to me through science, and I will not permit so-called science to destroy it.&#8221; (Thomas S. Monson, &#8220;The Lighthouse of the Lord,&#8221; <em>New Era</em>, February 2001, p. 4) </li></ol>]]></content:encoded>
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